Me and my addictions.

This little video piece comes from an old movie called “Cool hand Luke”. It reminds me of what my fight with the illness of addiction has been like over the years. I love the way he keeps getting up but at the same time, he is fighting a fight that he just cant win under his own power.


“I think now, looking back, we did not fight the enemy; we fought ourselves. And the enemy was in us. The war is over for me now, but it will always be there, the rest of my days. As I’m sure Elias will be, fighting with Barnes for what Rhah called possession of my soul. There are times since, I’ve felt like the child born of those two fathers. But, be that as it may, those of us who did make it have an obligation to build again, to teach to others what we know, and to try with what’s left of our lives to find a goodness and a meaning to this life.”


Hallo vrienden,

Ik ben weer bereikbaar via email . Mijn adres is;

Stuur mij AUB geen negatieve energie mijn kant op. Ik heb daar genoeg van gehad.

For my English speaking friends, I can be reached at the email address above.

Please don’t send any negative energy my way. I have had enough of that!


Keith Bakker