Exactly four years ago yesterday, I walked into a police station in Amsterdam, Holland because I needed to take responsibility for some mistakes that I had made and to face the consequences of these choices.
I have spent every day since then trying to figure out how, what and why things happened the way they did and I have come to some conclusions.
The first conclusion is that I need to stop trying to figure everything out. I feel like it is driving me into madness. Those of you that have been following my blog have seen this happening. On my blog, you have watched a man going through a very painful acceptance process.
The second conclusion is that it is time for me now to stop looking back. I know where I went wrong and I know why I went wrong and I cannot change the past. I have learned from my mistakes, taken the action necessary to make sure that it wont happen again.
More than this, I cannot do.
It is time now for me to move on into a new season of my life and for this I am truly grateful. I have a new mission in my life.
I wont be posting anymore here on the website unless it has something to do with my new adventures.
I am very grateful to those of you that have supported me and prayed for me over the years. You cannot imagine how much it has meant to me.
I am moving on.